so close yet so far...

2004-12-21T22:52:00.000-08:00

so sians to blogg le... well received some christmas pressies jus now...fave one was from beatrice... hehes my darling me-to-you bear bear!!! sho sho cutteeee!!! and got my new phone a few days ago.... so thats one thing off my christmas wishlist. maybe giving my old phone away or maybe selling it. see if my mum wants or not lorhhx. then she'll have 3 handphones...hahas how kewl

2004-12-19T01:30:00.000-08:00

went for mass this morn and lunch at china square's china teahouse straight after mass. after lunch, my aunts,uncles and couz went to chinatown to shop,my parents went home,sis went to parkway and my couz in law,my bro n i went to bugis. went there to play...first went to the arcade to play then they went to play CS while i went to shop coz i don think CS is fun. ok well i neber tried it. or maybe i did a few yrs back n forgot. got worse memory than my aunt leh!! hahahaas. newais went to but mango tango from rockery again!! well thats coz rockery is directly above the lan shop...after they play CS for an hour i went in to call them out n go home... forgot to add in that my couz in law made the new highest score for soem puching game in the arcade...hahas he power la!! well at least he was a boxer last tym....and in brunei of course. he's from brunei. hehes. well guess thats all for noww. bro's frens are slowly coming le. ciaox! oh forgot to add in that the dance practice yest was dam funn!!! about 2 to 4 weeks b4 we learn ballroom dancing le!!! yay!! our MPC pro social dances dancers will be joining us when we learn ballroom dancing! they came over yest to help us with our dance and the couple dance dam nice lor!! they know alot of variations for all the social dances. all makes it sound like alot...not many actually. 3 onli. ballroom dancing only got 4. maybe after tt then wanna continue learning others like latin dances? salsa and all will be fun.....but not easy to learn leiix. will try!! hahhas. may have to get a male partner once the ballroom dancing starts. dunno yet la.. see how 1st lor.

2004-12-18T03:25:00.000-08:00

parents decided to have a dance studio in our new house... wonder if i have mentioned that...hahas. newais having a lil dance practice at home...but only a few couples cumin. the rest not free. tmr is my bro's party as i said. having bbq again. luckily its the alter servers so they wont throw ppl into the pool. [ i hope]. having a party on christmas eve,chistmas eve midnight party[after midnight mass] will be morn by then actualli. ok fine so its a christmas day party[early early in the morn. but 2 am?] and another party in the afternoon on christmas day as well =)) will be dam busy for sure... so many parties...dunno wat dresses to wear on which day also.. haiix. newais gtg le. some ppl are here le. ciao!

2004-12-16T21:57:00.000-08:00

yesterday learnt rock and roll!! yipee!!! sounds nice, is nice but hard to learn... 6 steps leiix. when you first tried it out was very difficult. but after you repeat it a few times then its ok. i really have veri limited memory storage space!!! once i learn rock and roll, i cant remember disco rock and chacha as well as before... hahas. wonder how long this social dances will take. the class before mine is ballroom dancing. they dance so nice and gracefully!!! always go early to see them dance...hehe

2004-12-15T16:55:00.000-08:00

went to bugis jus now...went to shop for accessories to wear for christmas...was in a rush so jus buy without looking around 1st...bought 3 pairs of earrings, a bracelet and a necklace...all silver coz silver can match everything!! hehes had lunch there too...later going to watch my sis performance with my mum...she showed me some of the steps...its dam fast n dam nice hehe. hmmm didnt have tuition today coz i went out n my sis went out too. hope she doesnt catch me for tuition later =S

2004-12-14T21:00:00.000-08:00

tmr gonna watch my sis's performance at her ballet camp...my parents were jogging at east coast park n saw them jogging there too....that was their morning jog...lolx neways her camp is just at the sparks or sth like tt...near the sailiing centre at east coast...then everyday they gotta work out 8 hrs i tink...so poor thing...

2004-12-14T05:42:00.000-08:00

my bro will be having a party again this sunday....inviting ALL my curch alter servers....so many of them leiix...from small lil boys till adults? gonna be havoc again for sure... neways decided to go for midnight mass with saunders n the rest on christmas eve... after tt saunders,marianne and soem other bro's church frens will be coming over...for a party again...lolx both are christmas parties but celebrated with diff ppl. and my mum will have a party too for sure...but most prob in the afternoon till evening while my bro likes his parties at nite..lolx hope it will be fun!!! yeah it sure will be =D

2004-12-13T19:30:00.000-08:00

i will be getting the biggest room in the new house!!! yay!!! i choose the room 1st so no one can fight for it...hahaha. biggest room among the four children...but my oarents room is still the biggest....games room and all also much bigger....but if count bedroom only then mine is the 2nd biggest...coz master bedroom of course biggest la..hehes so happie...my bro getting the smallest room again...so ppor thing....but he doesnt mind. so gd hor? he always getting the smallest room de...my 2 sis getting rooms of the same size...which is 3rd biggest i think...then 5th is my grandparents bedroom, followed by my bro's bedroom...once my bro has his comp in his room he dun care bout other things or how big his room is le.... my oldest sis still dunno bout this if not she will be grumbling non stop and will be fighting with me over the boggest bedroom...and for the house i staying in, she also wanted my bedroom...but i still got it in the end...hahaha....my mum help me so she cant argue...and i got king size bed while she got queen size...whahahahaha. on the last day of the KL trip, on the way home, we had seafood for dinner and my bro so gentlemanly help us peel all the prawns...then he only ate one piece and gave the rest to us....so nice horx? hmmmmm.....slowly memory coming back le...or many coz once i write then will forget le...then those tt i havent written will come back...lolx. neways will be going out for lunch soon....then after tt watch vcd b4 going for chinese tuition...my oldest sis wanna tuition me le...so starting more tuition....sad sad....sob sob... tmr start history tuition le...boohoohoo... but nvm she also dam slack 1....halfway during tuition can go down n eat or talk bout other stuff de =D i ask her to watch christmas with the kranks with me but she dun wan...tt tym my frens ask me watch with them but i lazy to go...hahas. maybe watch some other tym ba. see hu free lor... my sis ask me to watch bridget jones diary with her...but its NC-16 she say i sure can pass off as a 16 yr old. maybe even 18 lolx. my mum wanna watch ocean 12 so ask my sis n i watch with her also...so dunno which 1 to watch 1st...

2004-12-13T04:35:00.000-08:00

mroe bout KL... went to sit the rides in times square and was really really v scared...had no time so only sat two rides -the roller coaster and space attack. 1st tym i see roller coasters and all in a shopping mall. and the malls in KL are dam big. mostly 10 over stories... neways the roller coaster was....fast so scary of course. and its like...too fast le and you always think you're gonna hit the pillar coz the pillar seems so close to your head and all...but the roller coaster was nothing compared to the space attack. scariest ride i ever sat. you'll never know how scary it is until you take a ride on it. its dam dam dam dam fast and keeps hanging you at the top....so its like...ur legs are dangling in the air and its dam fast...suddenly it will start turning 360 degress non stop...its like...in one second it can turm a few rounds...then after a few seconds it will hang you right at the top again....and when you are hanging, you'll feel like you're gonna fall coz the support isnt tt tight....dam scary...even my bro says its the scariest theme park ever. lolx. my couz joanne, my bro,my eldest sis valerie and i went for the rides. the rest were too scared to go so they went for dinner instead. we were all screaming our heads off lor...dam scary...after tt was giddy for awhile coz the blood wasnt flowing to my head i think. lolx. i didnt even dare to open my eyes when sitting the space attack. was really dam dam scary. but the place was dam big...esp the so called theme park....it took up a few stories mainly coz the roller coaster was v long but fast...roller coaster took up a few stories...the 360 degrees turn on the roller coaster wasnt tt scary....but when it was 180 degrees it was dam scary...coz its like...can fall off anytime...lolx but i had fun =D so sad didnt have enough time there if not could have sat mroe rides... and didnt have enough tym in KL to shop...

2004-12-12T22:23:00.000-08:00

jus came back from Kl. so dam tired. was a dam dam dam fun trip. mainly coz the whole coach is booked by us. so everyone you know and all my family members n relatives. alot of them couldnt make it so only 27 of us went. haiix. but nvm it was still v fun -=)) so many things happened that i cant remember all so will try to recollect and tell ya ppl as much as possible kaes? trying to recall now. lets start from the first day. hmmm....woke up at 6.30 in the morning and the coach came at 6.50 to 7. the coach came to our doorstep so we didnt have to wake up early like the rest =)). then saunders woke up v early in the morning jus to wish us a safe a pleasant trip to Kl =D brought loads and loads of food with us coz scared hungry halfway thru although we stopped for breakfast. well i st next to some of the food =D so can eat then slp continuously. well of course we talk alot too. so many things to talk about. namely migration to canada n australia,how fierce we are,fights that were going on,what weird things happened last tym,weird things that we did as babies and so on. dam funny. then talk about my dad n his family staying in a rented house last tym [[which was not clean]] you noe wat i mean la. talk about alot of stuff. scary,funny,weird and all. haiix cant ever finish writing if im gonna say everything and go into detail so jus wite some la. the 5-star hotel we stayed in is so so so so so so so dam horrible lor. the worst one i ever stayed in. if it was in singapore it will only be about 3 star... but the hotel name has the image of a five star hotel. crown princess. but its horrible man. only the cafe had a nice view and the gym was not tt bad too. bought some things there. bought a bag, 5 tops, 3 formal dresses, socks, 2 cargo pants, a pair of khakis and soem other stuff. alot of junk food though. still got alot. always eat heavy meals so never eat all the junk food. hehes. jus now while we were queueing up at the immigration, this guy cut my couz queue and called his whole family over so my couz was like...very polite and told him tt its not right to cut queue and all. then he like...bu shuang then started scolding all the foul language and all. didnt witness it coz i got out early. but she told me that those ppl are really v uncivilised [[of course]] and liek those ah lian ah beng type. my couz was so pissed off lor. she said so wasted got no police there. everyone was like looking at them lor. tmr she's gonna complain to the ministry. neways she's from the ministry of foreign affairs so government against some ahlians n bengs, government sure win la. lolx. alot of stuff to say but cant remember lots le. slowly try to remember then slowly tell. quite tired le. in the coach for so long. saunders stayed over while we were in KL and jus went home not long ago. he left not long after we came back coz he has to catch his flight to paris. my couz was like....woah gerard, you so close to saunders ah. he even stays over when you not in singapore. then they all started joing tt he likes saunders n saunders likes him while we were getting off the bus and when saunders was walking ut to welcoem us home. then gerard said tt both girls n boys he also like lolx. then my dad say pls la...i only got one son. and my dads side, he's the only male grandchild. hehes. tell you more some other tym if im free. so thats all for now. ciaox! falling asleep reading this le?

2004-12-08T23:40:00.000-08:00

aarrggghhh!!! everyone keeps saying tt i am the female version of my bro!!! ahhhh!! nonono!!!! i dont look abit like my bro!!!

2004-12-08T22:11:00.000-08:00

jus reached home not long ago. bro treated us to lunch at chinese swimming club then we eat till so full. on the way home saw his fren cycling to east coast park. he supposed to meet his fren there coz they will be fishing together,with gordon also. whole day fish non stop de. but at least yesterday he caught a sting ray for us to eat so we didnt complain so much. hahas. neways so bored nows. not going out till tonite. haiix. forgot all the dance steps as usual. jus found out tt chris is going to RJC. havent congratulate him yet. hmmm...now more and more ppl are asking me bout ballroom dancing. saying they interested to join. lolx. =))

2004-12-08T05:01:00.000-08:00

everyone's telling me tt the prom nite last nite at region hotel was dam fun n nice. sae i should have gone n all. hahas. neways jus found out tt eden realli was tt guy i knew a few yrs back. n he knows debbie too. well we knew him a few yrs back le. no wonder he looked so familiar when i saw him at the park tt day. bu hui na me qiao ba. then the other guy tt was with him [[samuel lew]] sorta knows my bro. y all got some sort of connection de arhx? weird weird weird. and my brothers gd fren, as well as samuel lew's neighbour added me on friendster jus now. lolx. broadrician. haiix sians. kenneth, boxun and all jus left for japan. and kenneth jus packed his bag a few hrs b4 going to the airport. and i havent pack my thigns as usual. but its not considered late compared to him. on tt day then pack. hehes. yesterday my bro wear the shirt so big for him. makes him look so thin. wahaha. luckily he wear suit so cant realli see how big his long sleeve shirt is. wells my sis so funni. wanted to tell debbie tt eden rmbs her n wans her number but sent it to my dad instead. lol. maybe going to the park tmr coz debbie may wanna go n meet eden. long lost fwen. lolx. and she say tt when she saw him tt day he was dam thin n cute. lolx. tts all for now. ciaox!

2004-12-07T12:00:00.000-08:00

so bored now...nth to do le...ok la not say nth to do...is i dun wanna do...hahas. too lazy le. still havent pack my bag to go to KL and havent pack my room yet. gonna move house n go n holiday so soon but never do anything yet. hahas. neways will be going back to wild wild wet with my cousins on the 26th of this month. will be going with my cousins. luckily this tym all can go. as in all tt we asked can go. all my mum's side cousins onli. but 2 of them too young so dun wan them to go cause they wont have fun neways. coz some of the rides got height limits and alll that stuff so their parents will bring them there some other tym then they can sit the rides coz got parental guidance. chatted online with kenneth jus now. as in kenneth tan [[the lifeguard]]. told him to ignore anna the next tym we go. hahas. hmmmmm....sianded leh. bleahx. nuttin fun to do. weather quite cold there few days. always raining de. todays weather forecast- 24-29 degrees celcius i think. bout der bahx. actualli dun wanna go wild wild wet le. budden since all my cousins can make it so jus go lor. no other motive kaes. only go there for the rides and couse my cousins going. kor kor zac,chloe,jared,annabell,samuel,clare n i going. maybe we asking more people along la. dunno yet. but its like. a cousins outing so only going with cousins. feel so bad couldnt go with amanda tt day coz i was at wild wild wet on tt thursday and she sked me to go on friday. my dad booked some badminton courts and ask me go n play when he knows i cant play. lolx more like he wants to play lor. he play for more than a decade le and i only played once so far. whahaha. now not intending to learn tennis anymore coz cant even play badminton, how to play tennis? of just forget it la. learn from amanda can le =)) . well guess thats all for now. so fast afternoon le. tym passes so fast!! have been on the comp for so manyhours le.jus tt never sign in to msn. hehes. well tata!

2004-12-07T08:16:00.000-08:00

oh no oh no!!!!! my frens are spreading rumours tt i like tt wild wild wet lifeguard. wat on earth man... so sians nth to do at home...parents went out for wedding dinner,sis went to debbie's house,other sis went out,bro went to prom nite. so bored leiix. whole day no one at home de. sian!!!!! and can she tagboards pls get working!?!?!?!? haiix sians!!!!!!!!!! havent pack bag yet. havent pack room yet. so many things i have to do but havent done. wanna get new phone too. my sis ask me to take over her plan coz she wanna change to the m1 student plan. now cant decide whether to take up her plan or take the m1 student plan as well. uurrrggghhhh!!!!

2004-12-06T23:16:00.000-08:00

whahaha playing a game now. dam funny. i came up with this game...hahaha. neways spent the whole morn talking to bea n gen, eating and watching vcds. well gen wanted to meet brandon coz he was at ps and they were at orchard cine but bea didnt wan...then went on for so long lolx. n the end they didnt meet and i was not allowed to let gen noe tt i am smsing bea so i played bea's bf to trick gen and she believe....wahahaha....then send all those i lurve ya n miss ya lots mgs to her then she will reply the same. lolx so funny. wells cant stop laughing. the plan was to change my name in bea's phonebook to a guys name and we chose kenneth. so we sms each other stuff like wat girlfriend and boyfriends will and gen will alwyas wanna read the msgs so she'll think tt bea really has a bf. and wont suspect tt she was smsing me le...whahaha. ok la abit confusing and lame but when u play its dam fun. trick ppl. how bad. wadeva...hahaha

2004-12-06T04:19:00.000-08:00

dunno wat to blog also. samuel and eden everyday ask me go out but i dun wanna go. gen n bea also keep asking me to go out and watch movie with them but i also dun wanna go. dunno wats my problem lor...then today supposed to go to the park to meet eden and sam budden i say today whole day rain n so late le. sians so dun wanna go...then they say dun need to play n nvm de, they will walk me home but i still never go. hahax. yesterday so guilty made them wait for my couz n i for a few hours then in the end didnt go. so bu hao yi si... going away soon le but havent packed yet. gonna move house also but havent packed yet. haiix wat on earth is wrong iwht me la...so lazy de. and stay at home whole day dun wanna go out...stay at home also dun wanna pack my things. onli noe how to eat,watch tv,play comp n sleep de. wat a pig. no wonder so fat le. whahaha. now chattin online with eden and smsing samuel. eden sae he havent eat dinner and ask me to cook for him lolx. say waiting for me to cook for him. bleahx. so bored now.... samuel jus came online.... now dun wanna go back to wild wild wet le. thinking of going somewhere else. thanks to kenneth la!! so qiao got same name and surname as my sec 1 fren lolx. sians dunno wat to do now. dunno whether i should go out with gen n bea to watch chrismas with the kranks tmr. aaarrrggghhhh....

2004-12-03T19:50:00.000-08:00

forgot to add in tt we talk to kor kor zac online then cant stop laughing lor....he dam dam funni....and fulll of jokes too. so happie and cant wait for the 23rd to come -winkx-

2004-12-03T19:29:00.000-08:00

last nite till like....2 plus this morn my couz anna was mad too...then when talking on the phone she talk dam fast and no one could understand...dam cute lorhx. anyways we are all siao de larhx. so sians now...dunno wat to do...

2004-12-03T19:22:00.000-08:00

forgot to add in tt they keep shouting into my hse and saying tt they love clement, my cousin. then they ask us go play lan at kembangan thinkin we will go..lolx

2004-12-03T19:15:00.000-08:00

last nite chat online until morning then went to the room and samuel yeo went back to his room. then anna called eden n samuel lew. was conference actualli...then chat till 2 plus and went to slp. woke up then wash up,brush teeth and all then went to petrol kiosk to buy 100 plus then went to the park coz samuel lew and eden were waiting there for about an hour for us. but only went for awhile then went home...then they were at the opposite side of the canal and watching us walk home so now they know where we live. darn it man. anyways samuel lew's neighbour is my bro's fren. so we even more die lorhx. haiix...samuel yeo is sitting next to me now and cant stop saying i dam action. wats his prob man

2004-12-03T06:58:00.000-08:00

got alot of stuff i wanna write but always when writing then will forget some then gotta lbog a few tyms...so jus forget it when i forget some of the stuff la...sometime lazy to blog...hehex. well all the 4 maids at my hse thinks saunders is hot. whahaha

2004-12-03T04:40:00.000-08:00

hmmm...errr...alot of things to talk about until i dunno where to start le. anna so cute lorhx. keep talking bout the lifeguard tt she finds cute and even dreamt about him and cant wait till 3 weeks later when we will go back there again. tt day is our so called cousins day so only the cousins can go n must be from my mum's side[[those tt came over to stay]]. it was so fun but im so burnt now. pain lorhx. anws nearly got pushed into the pool by my couz jus now...then ordered about $70 worth of food from kfc then eat like siao. dam fat lorhx. went to the park b4 dinner for a few hrs and saw this guy whom i thot looked like my fren fours years ago when i was at the park too.same name also. then we went home once to take water for us and them coz all of us were thirsty and they were playing soccer. so many of them someore. then when our maids called us home then he followed us across the bridge then went back, then after awhile run across and ask us to message him,so he gave left his number with my couz and went off. then later he gave my couz his frens number when she messaged him and ask us to message him too. is like....waste him tym lor...he ask me go to church with him tm and he goes to a christian church...so cant go..hehehs. well today was quite fun la.

2004-12-02T07:16:00.000-08:00

forgot to add in all my couz from my mums side staying over also....ahhahaha

2004-12-02T06:17:00.000-08:00

whahahahahahahaha... wells spent 6.5 to 7 hrs at wild wild wet...and the first lifeguard i saw was kenneth!!! ahhhhhh!!! even anna thinks he's cute...whahaha...she say i got gd taste ;D. anna n i went in first then debbie, my couz n clare came later. sat ular-lah and slide up thrice,went to the tsunami about 4 times n jacuzzi twice...then sat all the rides at least once...except the sky-rider coz its too babyish n boring....had so much fun!!! the guys at the chalet keep waving at us and ask us go over...like we so stupid will go lor...then anna keep shouting kenneth!! kenneth!!![[who is the lifeguard if i didnt mention]] and told him tt i like him...then he was like...the one in the bikini??? then i quickly hide my face....hahahha. well he took off his shirt and swam with us after he knock off...hehehe. anna asked another lifeguard for his email add....whahaha. well it was dam fun la...cant describe liaox...anw was nearly late for dance class coz reached home at about 6 and usualli leave the house at 6.30 to go for dance and so we were late. luckily not the latest ;) hahas jus v happi. im going back again b4 christmas...hehes. amanda ask me to go wild wild wet tmr when i was at wild wild wet...but cant go...got sunburn le...ask her join me the next tym i go..hehes. mus go on thursday...whahaha

2004-12-01T17:31:00.002-08:00

hehes about to leave the house to go wild wild wet liaox. bet it'll be as crowded as usual..hehehehex. well latergot dance class and i think my couz is going there to watch us dance too... haix never practice so cant remember all the dance step le...especially disco rock...haiix....well tts all for now guys. ciaox!!

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2004-11-30T21:22:00.000-08:00

wheeeee!!! sho happie tmr going wild wild wet again....whahaha... -winks- well so long never blog liaox...have been quite buzy and also coz lazy to blog...hehes. well will try to blog more often n not bore you ppl out dere to death kaes?

2004-11-20T17:15:00.000-08:00

yesterdays papers got my sch bazaar in it. its under the 'today' papers :D wells nowadays lazy to blog le..

2004-11-18T05:30:00.000-08:00

tmr going back to school...hehes...todae's dance class dam fun!!!!!!!!!!!! ;p anyways gotta collect my class photo and all...glad to hear that i can go to sch with my dyed hair coz i havent bought the spray yet...and of course the main reason why im going is to say gdbye to my darling frens...will miss them so muchh!!!! well of course we will keep in touch ;p guess thats all for now...buhbuaix!!!

wat is the world coming to?!?!?!?!

2004-11-16T04:03:00.000-08:00

more and more gurls in my school are liking mr alywin tan!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG they got bad taste man!!! wat is the world coming to?!?!?!?!?!

2004-11-15T21:39:00.000-08:00

jus had lunch...went to the dentist for like...5 mins onli. hehes well after tt went to walk around...went there alone but had to go n meet my 2 sis once i finish :( anyways im becoming more n more like my oldest sis when ijus DUN WAN TO BE LIKE HER!!!!!!!!! in two days i bought 3 pairs of shoes...haiix...getting more n more like her le. soon i will have a cupboard full of shoes like she does. well it think she has more than that though. well its still bad!! no wonder she says she needs a rich husband/boyfriend. now i noe why coz you jus cant stop buying things esp if you like it. even if you dun wanna buy you still will buy. now i dun blame her for being materialistic anymore. hope i wun wun wun end up like her =)) my handbags are piling up a lil too...but luckily not as many as her =pPp haiix hope i wun be like her or its the end liaox =((

2004-11-15T17:46:00.000-08:00

later going out again...going to the dentist for checkup and after tt maybe go shopping :D not sure if my sis or mum is going with me...maybe im going alone...hehes...but i dun think im going alone coz my mum wont be able to get me home till at least a few hrs later.... ;p

2004-11-14T17:02:00.000-08:00

just to start off this new blogg :D